Change myself~

I want to change myself
because I truly despise the way I am. 


But it is very hard to change, 
especially when you have to do it alone. 
And I don’t know where to begin. 


It all seems so impossible. 
But all the time there is a little voice at the back of my head, whispering: “You’ve only got one life.” 


And if I can’t change before it’s too late. 
This is the one thing I fear the most. 


Why is it so difficult?


O Allah! Help me. 


Still trying hard to change myself~


Please pray for all muslimin and muslimat whose trying very hard standing up for Islam.